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Q&A.

2012-02-05T00:54:00.003+08:00

Was out with yappy just now and talked about our insecurities. It gave me inspiration(lol) to do this post. I am not blog famous, neither am I seeking attention by doing this. I just feel a need to answer these fucking questions that people always always ALWAYS ask me. So if any of my friends stumble upon my humble(lol again) website, and wanna know more about me(rofl), then READ the below Q&As. I am very agitated as I write this post, so pardon the vulgarities. And I may seem like a bitch, but I really have to say what is on my mind this time. Now.

1) My HAIR. The most common topic ever. Most frequently asked. Most awkward situations.

1. Why is your hair so curly????

-How the fuck should I know? I was BORN with it. It came naturally. Why are you born with straight hair then?

2. Do your parents have curly hair????

-No. None of my family members do. I sometimes question if I was adopted/if the nurse gave wrong baby to my mom lololol.

3. Your hair very thick leh! Confirm very warm one right???

-ANY girl with long hair would find it somewhat warm behind the neck as well. Just because I have thick curly hair, does that mean that the temperature of my neck is fucking 5000degree celsius? No fuck you.

4. Why your hair forever very messy one???

-Why your hair forever same pattern? Why your hair like that? Why you don't want to have curly hair like me and then you can understand how hard it is to maintain it? Why you so fucking dumb?

5. Why you don't want tie your hair???

-Because fuck you. Loljk. Because I think I look better with untied hair. And I bathe every morning before school so I really don't have time to sit down, sip coffee and blow my damn hair dry so I can tie it.

6. Why dowan to rebond hair???

-Do you think money falls from the sky? Do you have ANY idea how much it fucking costs to rebond hair? Even if I have short hair, I have to rebond like once every 2 months or so, so the total annual cost is still pretty expensive okay. I am not the daughter of freaking Bill Gates.

2) My MAKEUP. Favourite topic by the ladies.

1. Why you wear makeup?
-Why do you wear a bra? There's no law saying you must wear a bra everyday. Heck, why do you wear panties too? Just let everything hang loose!! Isn't that better? No? Oh so you are saying wearing bra & panties makes one feel good eh. Same goes with my makeup. I wear makeup because it makes me FEEL GOOD. It boosts my self confidence.

2. Makeup not expensive meh?

-YES IT IS.

3. You got so much time every morning to apply makeup before school ah?

- If I can get up early enough, I have enough time. If not, then I'll be late for school. Either way I can't leave for school without makeup.

4. You wear makeup EVERYWHERE ah???

- No, I don't wear it EVERYWHERE. I only wear it when I am heading to school/going to meet friends. I don't wear makeup to the fucking wet market/doctors/7-11/void deck/amkhub or what shit.

3) Language. This got me so fucking pissed that one time.

1. Why your Chinese so lousy/sound damn funny??? (the MOST asked one for this topic)

- Because I was born in an English-speaking family, grew up watching English cartoons, reading English books, conversing in English, watching Chinese shows with English subtitles, etc.

I am fucking irritated with people who constantly make fun of my Chinese, even when I am TRYING SO HARD to improve. But every time I try to improve, people would just 'aiya shut up lah stop speaking chinese cos u sound so fail lah'. If you don't want to hear me to speak Chinese, THEN DON'T FUCKING ASK ME TO IMPROVE MY CHINESE. It's like someone forcing you to climb a ladder and reach the top, but the same person is at the same time trying to pull you down and make you fall. The fuck?! It doesn't make sense!!!!! And I don't go around telling you not to speak whatever language just cos you're not good at it right? I don't ask you to stop speaking English because you're not good at it. I DON'T. So STFU about my Chinese. Also, don't tell me 'kidding only mah, so serious for what?'. Imagine hearing the same shit EVERY fucking time. IT IS NOT "KIDDING" ANYMORE. SHIT JUST GOT REAL. IT HURTS OKAY. IT DOES. Not every insult is funny.

3) Height.

1. Why you so short?

- I swear this is the dumbest question ever. Are we allowed to choose how tall we want to be when we grow up? No. N fucking O. So why you asking me for? The obvious reason is because of genetics. Do you not know? Did it not ever occur to you? It's the same as me asking you why are you that height.

I know I also do question people their height as well, like, "why are you so tall?" But this is because I meant it as a COMPLIMENT. People who normally asks about shortness, most of the times, are trying to make fun of you/insult you. Because who likes being so short, right????

These are just some of the questions I managed to think about. I hope my answers satisfy you. And I want all of you guys to know one thing. I AM NOT MADE TO PLEASE ANY OF YOU. I am not going to care about all the stupid shit that people nitpick at me for again. Well, I will try not to anyway. Because it's just a waste of time.

About the UK.

2012-01-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

I said I would do a UK post earlier right? Well here it is! Don't be mistaken though, I haven't actually been to the UK. These are just my plans for the future involving going to the UK. Sorry to disappoint. I've already wrote it in my tumblr but I'll just write here again.

I should probably go to bed now, since I have school tomorrow. Bleh, I find the night most productive.

As most of my friends would know, I'm super obsessed with the UK. London, to be exact. I even have a hugeass UK flag on my wall. So patronizing, one might say. Yes, yes I am. This however does not mean that I hate my own country though.

I've been wanting to go to the UK since I was sec 1. Which was... 5 years ago? But because of circumstances, and weather forecasts, I never had the chance to go. Until this year, when I heard about the study trip to the UK. Unfortunately, after much resourcing, I found out that the study trip is actually next year. So, another year to go. And even so, I might not be able to go because there are limited spaces and I think there will be quite a lot of people going :(. But, my dream is still to study in the UK. Some people have said its impossible, because of the SATs which they say are 'super impossible', 'super hard' etc etc the normal stupid shit that people tell you, that'll bring you down.

Well, here is a big Fuck You to each and every one of you. Because it is my dream, I shall work hard to achieve it. Poor English? Read more. Poor math? Practice more. Think I'm fucking stupid? Think again. For my whole secondary school life I've failed ALL my Amaths tests/exams. But during the O levels, I passed. I fucking passed. OH! Did you know? I didn't even study for it(probably just read through and did 5 questions). I was prepared to fail. Because I had 7 subjects, failing one didn't matter to me. So, to be able to pass your worst subject without studying, one might say, "you're such a smartass!" Yes, yes I am. I am also very lucky. :) And even now, during the MST last sem, I only start studying one day before. Somehow, I still managed to get a GPA of 3.4, which is pretty impressive OKAY! HAHA!

SO YES. I AM COMING FOR YOU, LONDON. I shall study there after I finished my poly here in SG. Find a dorm, and a part time job. Anyway my course has a 2 years waiver affiliation if I decide to study there. So in total I only need to study for 1 year instead of 3 years :D

TVD

2012-01-28T13:16:00.004+08:00

I've heard a lot of rave about The Vampire Diaries, or in short, TVD. I noticed I'm lagging behind all the American TV series/drama as well. I only like to watch comedy shows on Disney and Nickelodeon LOL! Either that or I'll be watching my Korean dramas. I like to watch Korean dramas. They are nice :)

I'm currently on season 1, episode 1 of TVD. It takes waaay too long to load. I shall find something else to do in the meantime.

EDIT: I just finished watching episode 1. It wasn't as great as I thought it would be... I don't think I'll continue watching anymore.

iPhone 3.0

2012-01-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

I realised I forgot to name the previous batch of iPhone photos, hence the 3.0 now :) There's a box of tasty pineapple tarts beside me, but I just can't eat it no more. I'm glad though, time to cut down on the CNY snacks anyway. Caught the flu bug yet again, but I think I'm 'healing' faster now!
I shall caption my photos this time hehe.

Went to H&M with mom, wanted to get new year clothes, but I got socks instead HAHA!

I dyed my hair redish purple. It looks more purple than red, but soon faded to a nice tone of red! Don't have any pics of the purple hair, sad to say :(

This is me & Aisyah, during one of our lessons. Yeah, we got bored :/

.... Don't even ask. LOL

Look!!! It's turning red :D :D

1. Rainbow cupcake
2. $2 Henna
Bought em from a fun raising flea @ school

My flowery bed sheets for new year *.*

All these were taken during our clique outing @ Chinatown. HEHE! It was mad crowded, mostly because CNY was around the corner at that time. Pushing, shouting, sweating, stepping, searching, seeking... And free mushrooms. Mmm, delicious.

I got these 2 pairs of shoes for $20 bucks. What a steal, considering one pair was retailed at $17. I really don't get how this marketing pricing works sometimes.

1. Just a lame bookmark I did because I lost all my bookmarks -.-
2. Melissa drew this. NO COMPUTER GRAPHICS. FUCKING TALENTED OR WHAT!? Everything hand drawn/coloured. Everything. I shall leave you awed.

Above are some pictures of dogs that my relatives keep when I visited them over the CNY.
Ah, pets. Makes me wonder when I will ever have my own feline/man's best friend. Or both. You know I really don't mind. I like both. But maybe I prefer cats more. Or fishes? Hmm.

1. If there's onething that will get me addicted to drinking, it'll be Breezers. Though I don't fancy gassy drinks, there's something about this that keeps my taste buds tingling. Ah right, the liquor of course.
2. Some magical jelly beans from Hogwarts anyone? (PS: I've tried the soap, earwax and some other mysterious flavours already)

A view from the front yard of my cousin's house. 4 stories with in-built lift. All bedrooms attached with a bathroom. Rich people...

A Day To Remember is coming to Singapore. I almost died when I heard that. Of course, I've bought my tickets and I'll be going with Cloud who kindly volunteered :') I was surprised at how affordable it is though, I mean, $82 for a concert of 4 hours!?!??!! The earlybird ticket was sold out within 60seconds. I am really glad to see so many people loving them as much as I do :'D!!!
I was buying the tix with Aisyah, and while doing so she told me the couple of boys beside us were asking if we wanna join them at the concert. LOL!

And..... THAT'S ALL, FOLKS! There are still thousands of photos in my phone, but I'm too lazy to upload them. Just follow me on my instagram, clairemellows! :)
I shall blog about going to London next time. WOOHOO!

AutoCAD and aisyah

2012-01-26T09:43:00.003+08:00

I am currently sitting next to Aisyah. We are doing autocad now and it really is a hell lot better than doing design drawing. Although it's quite a pain to remember all the commands sometimes... Oh and did I mention that Aisyah has changed her blog URL? Guess what it is............................................................

solatesleep@blogspot

Yes, it really is solatesleep. HAHAHA!

Go visit her, she is my lovely jagiya <3

But we're struggling here. Tutorial 9, figure 2.

At last

2012-01-11T00:46:00.003+08:00

Everything is fine now! As the quote goes, "when there's a will, there's a way!". :) So glad I have awesome friends that are so understanding! Anyway, here are some waaaaay overdue pictures :)

And because I lost my memory card, I lost a lot of photos and thus there won't be a lot of photos left :(

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-------------2011/birthday + xmas with clique!-------------

In the afternoon, we had Ambush, a fine-dining cuisine restaurant with the few of us that came first LOL! The food was awesome, I loved the spaghetti I ordered. Although I can't quite remember the name... Next we headed to MBS to meet the rest; they were secretly planning to surprise me with the cake they CUSTOMIZED. I was really surprised ok I can't believe they customized the cake!! AND IT'S SO PRETTY OMG!! Awww I really love my clique :') <3

After the cake-cutting sessions, toured around MBS and took pictures with the Christmas tree...ornaments. Ate cup noodles, walked more, and headed home :D :D

---------------------IKEA with cloud ?/?/2011---------------------------

Main motive for going Ikea is to have the meatballs, but ended up playing and fooling around! Wanted to head over to the museum of toys, but we were too late and there is an entrance fee of $15 :( So I guess that will be on hold for now! Checked out the different furniture, planned what will our future rooms look like, pretending the showrooms were our rooms, etc.. It was a really fun day HAHA! And cloud kept nagging at me the entire time I was posing >=( we only get to live once!! SO I SAY, LETS LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. AKA BEING A CHILD WHENEVER POSSIBLE. HEHE

-----------------iPhone pictures :)---------------------------------

Random things and friends.

17TH BIRTHDAY

2011-12-23T00:36:00.002+08:00

My birthday is over and I'm officially 17!! As the saying goes, 'a year older is a year wiser'. So I guess I'm much wiser already huh!? :D Went out with momsie, ahma and cousins for birthday lunch @ Mandarin Orchard :) It's a pretty good place with nice spread of food! Gorged myself on the salmons since it's been long since I ate 'em. Was BURSTING after the buffet I tell you!! Too much good food.

Checked out the hotel and some nearby shops before heading home :D!!

Cos mom had to go somewhere in the evening, I called yapz out cos I wanna see the orchard lights hehehehehe!! AND IT WAS AWESOME AND SUPER SUPER COOOOL!! There were lots of performances, street buskers, etcetc!! I HAVE TO WAIT TILL SHE UPLOADS THE PHOTOS COS ITS ALL IN HER CAM.

HERE'S ME WISHING ALL OF YOU A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3 <3 <3

Out of town

2011-12-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

I'm going to Malaysia for the next 3 days!! Sooo happy! However my number 1 holiday trip is no doubt still London. It's alright, I'm still young, I still have time. HEHE :D :D

What shopping gave me yesterday: 2 books to last me through holidays, a Christmas tree shaped silicon mould, Dior's perfume, eyeliner and chocolates. I've also bought a new pair of heels for formal sessions in school but I'm too lazy to take a picture.

See you guys when I'm back on the 17th! :D

Freedom

2011-12-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

I'm officially free of exams!! Which means, PLAY TIME!!

Met up with yapz on Friday after my last paper, went to City Plaza to shop for yappy's new clothes (I bought a super adorable knit top too which I wore immediately after LOL), and headed to MBS after that. Was reading Twitter when I saw Shyai twitting that they were heading to MBS as well, so yapz and I decided to give em a call and meet em ^^

Had fun walking about, snapping some pictures, laughing over stupid things, discussing school, life, girls, boys, debating over this particular person that sounds like a girl but looks like a guy, eating maggie mee, and catching a cold due to the strong sea breeze.

And now here I am, having flu and feeling sleepy all day. :(

Anyways, I'm going to Malaysia in 2 more days! I can't wait!! Shopping, shopping, shopping! :D

Have an awesome week ahead and goodluck to those still having exams!

2011-12-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

So, we had another meeting today. Can I just say thank god I'm out of AP main committee? Seriously.. It's too much for me to handle. I'll just go under sub committee. Never going back to main again. Irresponsible? A pussy for giving up? I'm not irresponsible - I did whatever they told me to. I went back no matter how shitty I felt/unwilling. Yes, I give up being main comm. It sounded like a good idea, but over time, it just gets too overwhelming, the work load. I know my job can't be compared to the president or what shit. But I'm really not cut-out for a secretary.

And. I. Have. A. Life. Not trying to be mean but, I go out a lot. So I don't like to stay back for meetings and such. I'm a little bit disappointed that didn't totally cancel AP, they just want to push it back.

And I'm glad at least we all shared our views and thoughts today. At least they know now what we're feeling. Fuck it I know I'm selfish, but it doesn't mean I have to comply with everything every time. I need my freedom too ya know. I've been diligently going for training/ trying to act although sometimes I really don't give a shit cos I'm tired of it I just want to get the fuck over it.

Dammit this isn't meant to be an emo/complain blog. I need to look more on the bright side!!!

Distractions

2011-12-04T20:11:00.001+08:00

Can't seem to focus. MST is ending in a week, FOCUS!!!!!!!!! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN I JUST SHARE THIS?

2011-12-03T18:26:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE MAN, I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS SOOO FUNNY, LOOK AT MY HILARIOUS STORYLINE I CREATED WHEN I WAS YOUNGER!!!!! WTF, AND THE NOOB EDITING. THIS WAS TAKEN FROM MY OLD BLOG. LOLOLOLOL SORRY THE PICS ARE A BIT SMALL BUT SQUINT UR EYES A LITTLE, HAHAHHA

Once, there lived a young princess who had fallen in love with another prince . The prince loved her too . They decided to get married . The young princess, Alice, was gonna ask her mom for her permission .

1st play:

The father,(left) remembered he had some goddamned thing to do . So, he decided to leave first.

2nd play:

The daughter then proceed to tell her mother :

3rd play:

The daughter began to introduce the prince to the mother . The mother seemed satisfied with the prince .

4th play:

The princess, Alice went to get the cowardly prince that was hiding in the toilet .*walkwalkwalk*

5th play:

As the prince rose from the ground, his face was revealed . The mother was horrified ! :O

6th play:

Both the prince and Alice was shocked . They didn't expect mother to be soo... Unreasonable ?

7th play:

Since the prince said they loved each other, the mother demands for proof . And guess what they did ? Yep, they hugged . The same old fashioned way . Hurhurhur .

8th play:

The mother queen was... touched by the love they had, so she decided to let them marry. HOORAY !

So, then, the mother gave Alice her grandmother's fugly clothes when she got married and now Alice, together with her prince charming, got married and lived happily ever after .

Her mom, being the oh-i-love-happy-endings! kind, was hyper:

9th play:

The prince and princess were very loving, and they hug wherever they go . Which is so exaggerating

10th play:

And they lived happily ever after after .

Pfft, I'm so bored ! Anyway, there's a special pic to show you guys .

Special play:

I took this pic at the place where there's LOTS of people, and left the 3 characters standing there for like, 30mins ? Cause I went to bathe . It felt embarressing ! People were pausing to see what the fuck is happening . I didn't dare to move 'em until they were gone =/

And yes, I know the king and the prince was the same guy, but that's only all I've got . I've got 2 female and one male . So tell me, how can I make another one ? The max for characters is only 3 . =/ Unless I asked someone to help me act, but I'm sure people wouldn't be so free . -.- And plus, it's also hard for me to do this thing because I have to get the exact point of the action . Take the hugging for example . I have to make sure they both look like they really are hugging each other instead of hugging nothing . :S So please, give some comments, thank you ?

END!!

WHAT THE FUCK MAN, HAAAAAAAAAAHAHHA I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING, WHICH PRINCE HIDES IN THE TOILET AND WHAT KIND OF MOTHER REJECTS THE BOYFRIEND JUST COS HE'S UGLY!??!?!? LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT IS FUNNY OKAY. HAHAHAH

AISYAH.

2011-12-03T14:33:00.002+08:00

Went out with Aisyah after our paper yesterday. Ate dinner and sat there for an hour or so before leaving for Daiso.

I just discovered the both of us likes to play with our food once we're done. YAYYY!!! And may I add, she's much worst than me HAHAH!! We made our peas have a pea spa in a pool of melted ice cream + soy sauce + other miscellaneous shit that I don't even know.

Christmas lights are so pretty. These were outside Plaza Sing, before we parted ways. My favourite holiday of all time is Christmas!!!! Hehehe it's fun okay.

Currently texting Yappy. Stupid girl wants me to text her in proper english. I don't text people like how I write on my blog, the irony hahaha. It's weird!!!!!!!!!!! She said we "HAVE TO" do this otherwise she'll 'get another fuckin' D+'. If you're reading this Yappy, I feel the huge urge to punch you.

Lens

2011-11-30T00:18:00.002+08:00

My lenses arrived! Along with Cloud's + Lina's :D Pretty eh!? Can't wait to wear them out! Most importantly, it is AUTHENTIC!!!! Checked the code and everything with the website. Awesome :D Also very cheap!

Customized my bag with yappy. She got her hipster triangle while I got the usual UK flag ^^

Finished most of our presentations, and I'm left with one final ECMR. Which is due next year, phew. MSTs are coming, I gotta learn to set my priorities straight. -.-

One thing or another

2011-11-24T00:53:00.003+08:00

18Nov - Clique outing and celebrated Galvin's birthday. I've never felt so free on that day because well, I skipped my CCA training. I can't explain how much I dread my CCA training... It started great, but now, I.. I kinda hate it. The long hours, the constant feeling of being left out, and the constant self-blame for not improving on my Chinese. I felt like such a loser there. So when I was granted my 'off day' on Friday, I was ecstatic. I enjoyed myself sooo much with the clique! It's been so long since I've met them, and everyone's looking better than ever. <3 <3 Headed to the Esplanade's roof top, where we chatted till dark, played guitar, and danced around. Some of them went off earlier, and the rest stayed to continue the heart to heart talks while watching the water show @ MBS.

Everything's better at night. The views, the atmosphere. But I just can't sleep in the dark LOL the irony.

(Photo credits to Mus. I was too lazy to bring my own cam)

Halloween - This batch of photos are from waaay back, but I kept forgetting to upload. Got a job thanks to Princess C (Chloe), to become a scare actor! Of course I accepted, its gonna be fun!! However during the process of setting up the shit, it was damn tiring. But overall, everything turned out great!!! Although the pay's quite little, but most importantly we had fun :) :)

One thing I can't stand though.. is that some people shoved me aside when they got scared. And it hurts!! They don't listen to my instructions and kept going "Oh really oh really". I would like to punch them at that moment. Please do not try to act like a hero because you're really just making yourself look like an idiot.

And to the client: (Pardon me for saying this) Fuck YOU. We did a pretty good job so DO NOT CUT THE BUDGET. Our seniors already had to fork out money themselves. What criteria did we not meet? We scared the hell out of everyone. Pieces of shit. If I could see you I'll punch you in the face. (just kidding). Or am I?

2011-11-19T01:23:00.002+08:00

Today, I went out with the clique.
Today, I skipped training.
Today, I have never felt so free on a Friday.
Today, it was his birthday.
Today, I am actually super super super happy that I skipped training. I felt horrible during trainings.
Today, we had heart to heart talks. It was fun
Today, was THE AWESOMEST DAY OF THE WHOLE SEMESTER MAN. I LOVE MY CLIQUE SO MUCH OMG HOW I WISH WE COULD'VE TALKED TILL THE SUN RISES.

2011-11-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

I can think of a million reasons why he won't like me. In that way, of course. Liking someone else is just one of them.

Things I have to get:
1. Makeup wipes
2. Liquid handsoap
3. Perhaps a new bedroom slipper.. Mine's worn out T-T
4. Brush
5. Cotton pads
6. Masks?

A girl's got to do what a girl's got to do!

She moves in her own way

2011-11-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

1. Sneak preview of Karesia's new blogshop that will be up soon :)

2. Fine dining @ a bistro by SHATEC :D

There are many things I learnt from this fine dining trip. Firstly, I can't do fine dining for shit. I detest the idea of having to sit like you're a freaking delicate piece of stupid flower, chew like you have a secret (as quoted from She's the Man), cut like the food is fucking fragile glass or something oh and the worst part. THE BREAD. HOW MUST WE EAT THE BREAD, YOU ASK??!?! First, tear the bread into a small piece. Second, spread the butter. Third, eat the bread like you're dying and have no energy left. ?!??!?!?! Bread is no doubt my number one top top top snack cos I LOVE BREAD and I. DO. NOT. WANT. TO. EAT. BREAD. LIKE. THIS. I like to freaking peel a whole big piece and bite it off while talking with my mouth full. :D U MAD, FINE DINERS? And it takes WAAAAAAAAAAY too long to eat the fine dining style. SECONDLY, the method of using the utensils. I would like to stab your eyeballs with my fork thank you, and look! There is a wide selection of forks that are available. Chicken, fish, pork, turtle, dolphin, dogs, cats, rain, poop, shit, etc etc etc the variety of forks are ENDLESS which I don't quite get cos they all just do the same damn function: THAT IS TO POKE THE DAMN FOOD. THIRDLY, fine dining is a supreme example of how you should waste time. BECAUSE IT TAKES A HELL LOT OF TIME TO EAT THE FINE DINING STYLE. HAHAHAHA!!!

DID I EVER MENTION HOW SMALL THE PORTIONS ARE???????????? Or should I say, PUNY??????????????????????????

But the dessert was bomb. Made the eating experience worth it. JUST ONE DESSERT DID IT. PROPS TO WHOEVER CAME UP WITH THAT DELICIOUS SHIT

PS: I have nothing against fine dining, just that it's totally not my style lololol. I actually had fine dining under my to-do list once, but after this experience, strike! :D

PPS: Contemplating whether to use blogskins x.x

training myself

2011-11-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

FULL OF SINGLISH POST

You know, I secretly want to continue being class rep. LOL!! No lah, not because of the points, seriously I don't care about the points cos I already got my CCA which is definitely sufficient already. I know lah I fucking blur ok everything also forget one and when people keep asking me to confirm I panic like laosai and I donno what to do. I also fucking unorganized. But thats why I wanna be class rep! I am TRYING to train myself to become more responsible and organized. I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE ITS NOT WORKING, BUT GIVE ME MORE TIME!!!!!!! but anyway if anyone wants to be then okay loh, give them a chance! But in my heart, I still wanna be class rep HAHAHA ANYWAY DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS MATTER IF ANY OF YOU GUYS READ THIS LOL I JUST WANT TO RANT. bye!!

ohyes. sometimes when i super happy, im very generous and nice and forgiving and shit so i dont really give a shit when someone insults me or trying to make me angry cos im happy and they should just shut up already cos its not working. i like it when im super happy!!! makes me a nicer person. i hope i can be super happy every day so my life wont be so miserable LOL!

and i rly got put in a lot effort in being class rep leh! u know sometimes so hard to maintain image. wanna skip lesson also cannot, but hey! im also human what, i do shit and i rebel and i just feel lazy to go school sometimes. its not like i skip school everyday anyway.

kkkkkkkkkk sorry this post is all like rubbish cos im lazy to use proper eng so i just typed whatever's on my mind haahahaha ha okokokok bye next post will be a better one i promise xxx

2011-11-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

I cannot stand a certain "style" of people in Singapore. They just look horrible and their language................ I think it needs a new name. Not English, not Mandarin, but Shit. The world can do without them anyway.

Gosh, I am so mean.

sem 2

2011-10-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

HEY EVERYONE!! I bullshit-ed in my essay I handed in today. Chloe told me we were only suppose to do it at the end of the year -.-

I uploaded my performance on my facebook but I can't put it up here cos they don't have a freaking HTML for me to copy. How stupid is that! FB should give HTML codes for video sharing :D

So, anyways, went out with yappy again, on an impromptu trip to peninsula and MBS(yes, again, but this time round its so much more exciting).

Can never get enough of MBS. And yappy decided to buy the Yashica film camera. Finally. After what seemed like hours of loitering around the shop waiting for all the costumers to go before she inquired. AND I DID THE ASKING FOR HER. IDIOT YAP. Some pictures from today! All taken using my iPhone cos I didn't bring my camera!

Hehe thanks to cloud for taking this nicenicenicnice pic WOO!! STARBUCKS

2011-10-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hola!!! Here is a picture of me, getting ready for the Dinner&Dance(post below). I don't know what to blog about so I'll just leave you with a pic of my beautiful face. Happy admiring!!

School starts tomorrow. Kinda stoked, kinda not. Stoked cos: I'll be seeing my frenz, new modules (audio and visual YES!!) and another chapter of school life. Not cos: Mondays end at 9pm now due to diploma plus lessons :(, have to pay $40 for being late wtf, no more sleeping in during weekdays, etc etc you know the list goes on. But whatever. ENJOY LIFE WHILE YOU CAN. h3h3 <3

Dinner & Dance

2011-10-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

Pink streaked hair oyea

Photobombed

So, I just had my CMCC Dinner&Dance 2 days ago! It was awesome! Held it at this English pub @ Singapore Flyer. Sad thing is, they close super early, like 11.30pm. So we couldn't stay any longer than that. The guys went to have Popeyes because we received this free drumstick coupon from a nice lady HAHA!
Cloud and I decided to stick to the theme of Rock. I think she stuck more to the theme of Feminine. LOL. Anyway she's almost there. Almost a woman. Get rid of your stupid loud burps Cloud, or you will never be a full woman :P
So anyway, got dragged up to the stage halfway and my partner was CZ. Played some games and we won first place! Hehehe happy max.
Yeap. That's about it. Wish it could've last longer though! :D

Thank you to everyone who helped planned this year's DnD! Love you guys <3

i am an idiot

2011-10-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder if this whole, 'give your best, give it all you got' shit is worth it. Cos I can certainly feel, it's not going to turn out this way. They didn't even have to go for 2nd audition, the verdict has already been made since the very first time they auditioned. I think it's expected anyway. Everyone says so.

What's the fucking point? I seriously gave my best. If you don't like me might as well kick me off the first round already. People tell me stuff. I kinda believe it. Call me an idiot, call me gullible if you want. I don't care. All signs have shown it's true. I gave my extra best cos it was you whom I'm acting with ok.

Whatttt, she's pretter & skinny mah. Yea, okay I know.

I already expected it anyway. Should be glad I even made it to this round.

iPhone 1.0

2011-09-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

A look into my iPhone and what I've been snapping! :D I love taking pics with my iPhone, cos there are awesome programs like Instagram and phototreats!! WOO

Okay this one is from a loooong time ago, when I had my tongue tattoo. It's not permanent of course! HAHA! But cool eh? yapz introduced me to it <3

And this is my breakfast from a random day o.o Fruity pebbles!

This is my wall! It still looks the same now, but I'm thinking of doing more stuff to it! :D

And an iPad 2 which I used for my previous job. Pretty cool eh!?

Random cup of mocha frap on a random day that I chose to take a pic of

I have no idea why I took this. prolly cos my ceiling sun is awesome <3

TWIN BURGERS FROM BURGER KING! They were a treat from our manager during work! :D Delicious, but not filling!

A rather squished cupcake that Gloria baked for me. MMMM! ~

Japanese curry that I bought from Daiso. ITS DAMN NICE AND ITS ONLY 2BUX!! I HAVE TO GO BACK AND BUY MORE HAHAHA

These few are actually from my first picnic with Yappy, and... yea we were bored. :D

YAY FOOD! A few days ago my mom brought me to a buffet @ Holiday Inn!! Food was not SUPER fantastic, but still quite delicious! IT WAS A REWARD FOR MY AWESOME GPA OF 3.4 HAHAHAHA :D

These were from mooncake festival celebration this year! Sadly only yappy and I celebrated it. I had this "OMG I WANNA PLAY SPARKS NOW" feeling cos I heard kids downstairs playing it so I immediately called yappy and ye we went to play. HAHA!!

And.. THIS IS THE REASON WHY CLOUD IS SUCH AN IDIOT OMG HAHAHA THIS HAD ME LAUGHING THE ENTIRE DAY. OHMYGOD.

I recently painted my nailz shatter! Using OPI turquoise shatter with a black base. :D

And if you follow me on twitter, you should have already known I got my helix pierced! Been wanting to pierce it for quite a while now, just didn't have the guts to do it. I pierced it with cloud :D We both have it on the same ear and same place LOL

From my very recent picnic for the vulgar! My bubblegum nails at the beach :)

I bought these when I was out with yappy, and I LOVE THE FACIAL WASH ITS SO REFRESHING!! Every time I use it i feel like using it again. Cool and minty! the lipbalm is awesome, super nice smell :D

And yep! I just picked a few from my gallery, I still have a lot more actually HAHA! I'll do up another one of these updates once in a while!! :D:D

Picnic for the vulgar

2011-09-27T16:20:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how many picnics I've been to for the past few weeks. Ohgod. I wouldn't be surprised if I gain a kg or 2 from all these eating. So anyway, as the title suggests, it was a picnic for the vulgar. Yea.. HAHA! Jaline bought the cakes as a pre-celebration of Yappy's birthday! They were delicious yumyum! And yappy bought her new guitar(in the pics), which reminds me that I have to send my guitar for servicing cos I think something's wrong with it... One of the strings just does not sound right no matter how I tune T-T
Overall, all picnics are fun!! I had such a great time that day. YAY! :D

2011-09-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

You know sometimes I kinda hate being me. I'm so insecure and shit. Normally when people get upset I'd try my best to cheer them up, cos ya know, they need it. Cos people don't deserve to be sad. Until they laugh, I won't stop. But you know, when I'm feeling down, its just.. different. I mean, yea, friends say stuff, but it isn't enough. I think I expect too much. I just try to change to another topic to make them stop trying because it ain't working.

You know if you aren't model slim and pretty people won't notice you right? I mean, sure, they would, but its only the best that gets the attention. Yea. Screw this feeling, I'm going to strut in the audition room the next time and own it. No, you don't choose who to play the part. I choose my part to play.

Grass, Birds and a Clear Sky

2011-09-07T21:46:00.004+08:00

Wow, a pretty long pictured post! So, went on a picnic date with yappy, but in reality, we had TWO picnics in a day. Awesome or what!? Botanic gardens, Humid, full of mother nature, but damn, we were fooled pretty badly. The distant sound of thunder had us scampering around finding shelter, but when we moved into shelter, it didn't rain, AT ALL. Home made sandwiches, potato salad, and sushi kept us alive the whole day. So after our musical session at the gardens, we headed to vivocity to 'lepak' by the waters. It was... romantic, if you're there with your partner. Screaming, shouting, singing and playing our guitar & uke, you could imagine how disturbed you would be if you're there. Haha! It was definitely a fun day, though we didn't see any *hot* guys that day :(
But ohwell! I'm going out tomorrow, with Cloud to catch the latest Smurf movie! Didn't go out today cos I wanted a day to rest since I've been going out a lot these few days. So, sorry girls! I couldn't join you guys for phototaking session @ the tracks :(
OH, AND I SLEPT FOR A GOOD 11HOURS TODAY!! HOOOORAY! Albeit the dream was horrible, long sleeps are awesome.
On a side note, I feel like spending money. On more cheap iPhone covers. :D

Last 5 photos, credit to YAPPY!

2011-08-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

Whoopay new cover! :D

Reason for lack of updates: Exams, procrastination, procrastination and procrastination. Woo!

But soon, the end is coming soon. After 31 August I'M FREEEEEEEE!! But then I'll be working though x.x

Formally Presented

2011-08-14T01:24:00.002+08:00

So we finally got to wear our formal attires. The whole class looks awesome, almost like real businessmen/women! EMC presentation wasn't bad, though I think I could do a lot better... I normally don't get nervous when I'm presenting, but somehow on that day I did. :S But oh well! What's done is done, :) I got a pretty decent grade though! B+! Hehe :)

NDP 2011

2011-08-09T20:35:00.003+08:00

Just finished watching the nation's birthday celebration :) Feel like crying T-T I love Singapore! Do not have the slightest wish to migrate. :) Although I didn't have the chance to experience it at the stadium, at least I got to watch it on TV! Have to say, this year's celebration is really awesome. Wonder how Yappy and Kady are doing now! They prolly get to catch the fireworks woo

Grocery shopping

2011-08-07T20:22:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since I went grocery shopping with my mom!!! Bought lots of useless things but hey - that's the whole point of shopping right ;) So I got my cereals, my unhealthy snacks, and this amazing, magical, straw that is just omg, so awesome!! You just have to use it like a normal straw, but only for milk though. I cannot imagine how it would taste if you changed the drink... o.o Anyway, there are 3 flavours - Vanilla, Chocolate, and Strawberry. I've got van&choc. I LOVE THIS AMAZING INVENTION OMG!! I remember the first time I tried it, and I couldn't find it anywhere in the supermarket!! But now, HOORAYYYYYYYY!!! :) :) :)
Business Presentation tomorrow, gotta dress formally. Still can't decide to go in heels or slippers.

2011-08-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

You know I think I kinda suck at being a friend.
I ditched a good friend just so I could have the chance to go home with you. I got humiliated because I wanna go home with you. Oh how I wish at that moment of time I could dig a hole and hide in it. Why'd you have to embarrass me in front of him like that!? T-T
I don't know if I should continue falling, or stop. Because every time I think you're giving me a hint, in the end it all comes down to nothing. And you know, I feel happy every time you text me :>
Oh, and your new hair cut makes you look even cuter :D

Funtimes

2011-07-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

1. Ring Lina bought for me
2. Webcam with Cloud & Gavin
3. A rather cute photo of me and my adorable phone :D

School's starting tomorrow! I don't know if I should be happy because I will be seeing my friends, or unhappy because I haven't done any work.
I need to date motivation.

CUTEYPIE

2011-07-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

Finally found the one for iPhone 3G. I swear no shops other than that are selling it. So lucky!! :D :D
My phone is almost as cute as me. Almost. :)

2011-07-30T03:20:00.003+08:00

1. Shopping for materials
2. Making the huge birthday board for Syaffy <3
3. Eating at SumoHouse, awesome nailz by Kady
4. Yappy set our pic as her wallpaper awww
5. CIP Performance which was yesterday! Everything went smoothly except I forgot a part of my song -.-
6. I'm sooo glad everything's fine now! :D
7. I AM REALLY GLAD I HAVE AN AWESOME CLIQUE!!!!
8. I think my bro is awesome.
9. I think cloud is awesome
10. I think I shouldn't have fallen.
But, ohwell!
With this, I conclude my post :D

2011-07-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

Guess this is the only place for me to write down my feelings.

I think... I think we're not important. I think we're left out. I think they think we're nothing. I just think. We started out as the worst, worst of the worsts. "They don't even have their basics right." Or so you say.  But we proved you wrong. We showed you that we have the potential. We have it in us to do better. From being the worst of the worst, we became the best. It was awesome. The feeling was awesome, everything began to change for the better. However, as time goes.. I realised, we are actually... not important. Insignificant. Small. Nothing. Constantly, we're being left out, being isolated, while the others receive their trainings, we were left alone with nobody to help us. It stayed that way, until only recently did someone reach out their hands to us. Things were better again. But today, I felt that everything is back to square one.

Why? Why are we so insignificant? Why did things not go smoothly? I guess life has its ups and downs...

You may think, "Oh it's okay, they have each other, they enjoy each other's company so much, even if we leave them out, they'll survive!" True, to a certain extent. Not everyone is okay being alone. Not everyone is okay left alone. Not everyone is okay being viewed as introverts. NO.

You know sometimes I wished I didn't have feelings. These wave of emotions, we call feelings, can be a burden sometimes. Too much of it, you'll get hurt. Too little, you'll hurt others. Nobody likes disappointments. Nobody likes rejections. Argh this is so annoying. I can't help but like you, you know? I wish I didn't. But feelings are hard to control. arghzgxhgzhxghzjibkhv

These lonely nights are... lonely.

Rolled into 1.

2011-07-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

3 different events rolled into 1 post! :D
First batch of photos are from the photoshoot we did for our IT project :D it was awesome, and for some reason, our group was the only group where the teacher didn't criticise much. What a relieve. I think Chloe's too pretty already HAHAH!
So anyway the 2nd batch of photos are from the time I went for a baby shower. Adorable pair of twins! I confess... I actually forgot their names heh.
3rd batch of photos: DEPM 05!!! Went for a short briefing before we start work at SIWW. Though the event is over, I miss working there! Great food, quite a slacking job, awesome friends, and I was even on the magazine!! HAHAHA! Awesome :) If given another chance to work there, I definitely would! OH and not to mention, sponsored cab rides :D X1000000 HAPPINESS HAHA!
Alright, I don't like to write too much on a blogpost, so I think I'm done here. See you the next time I'm not lazy :D

Kady's 17th

2011-06-23T02:49:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday sweetie! You're finally 17!! YAY!! :D Thanks for always listening to my problems, making fun of a certain someone(hint: B3s), ogling at hot guys with me, talking crap, laughing like no tomorrow, spamming spamming and spamming the camera with pictures of us and for always making me feel better!! LOVE YOU HUNNYYYYYYYY! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR 17TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONNNNN!!

Today consists of: excessive screaming, Jaline's awesome rings, uneven cake portions, lovey dovey couple, yappy's cool new iphone cover, awesome helium balloon, madness, craziness, funness, and everythingness!

I LOVE MY CLIQUE :D

P/s: photoshoot with Chloe and Aisyah tomorrowwwwwwwwww~

Lunar

2011-06-18T02:20:00.002+08:00

A little snack I had in the morning, and caught a glimpse of the Moon from my balcony. You probably can't really tell in the picture but the Moon was really orangey! Well, at least this makes up for the real eclipse I missed last night :/
Going for a baby shower later! Gotta wakeup early and its a miracle I can do that if I still don't go to sleep now. :D

Overload.

2011-06-17T03:23:00.002+08:00

#1

Short trip to JB to shop with my aunt! Can't believe the prices I'm seeing over there. Compared to Singapore, everything they had was at least half-priced! Burnt a hole in my pocket, but thank god aunt has spare money to change. Saw the purple converse and UK passport cover, how could I not? Ohmygod when it comes to shopping, I become oh so scary!!

#2
Day at the beach with CMCC peeps! Had fun playing cards, burning under the hot sun, playing in the not-so-clean sea water, card games, and finally after a looong and tiring and warm and painful morning/afternoon, had dinner at skypark at VivoCity!
Was so fun, fun, fun, fun!
I love my friends. I really do. <3

P/S: I still have a LOT of photos I've yet to upload.. Too many to count x.x! Someday when I get over procrastination and laziness, I'll do it. Too many overdue photos! Can't seem to blog about events on the day itself heh :P

Handburger

2011-06-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

Went to have lunch with mummy today! Food was a bit disappointing though.. :( ohwell! Spent a bit here and there, bought 3 air fresheners for my room(YES HAHA) and spent the most at NTUC buying groceries and stuff. On the brightside, i bought 2 new rings! Woohoo!!

Today...

2011-06-09T03:33:00.003+08:00

Even though it's the holidays, I made a trip down to school especially for CMCC^^. Brought my guitar and had a mini jamming session in the clubhouse. Ryan brought along his beanie, but never wore it, so I thought why not? And used it to camwhore hehe! I still have a whole bunch of camwhore pictures with Cloud, thanks to Ryan's phone!! Somehow, pictures from his phone turns out miraculously nice.

Poly life is GREAT so far! I love everything about it :D Friends, facilities, environment.. :D :D You can even say I enjoy it more than my sec school. To tell you the truth the reason why I'm loving poly life is because I've been wanting to get into it since sec1, hence the huge luv <3
No, I'm not saying I hated my sec school, I just prefer poly ^^

I'm going out with mummy later! Time for some GSS shopping :D!! Night night, everyone! xx

CCA Camp

2011-06-07T20:03:00.003+08:00

The reason why I've not been blogging is because.. I just had my MSTs! So, time was spent studying. ^^ and I've also gone on my CCA Camp!! WOO! It was mad fun. Picturesssss~

CMCC camp was so fun! I can't believe its over :( Staying up through the night, playing my guitar, singing songs, having fun, barbeque, oh how I miss it! :)
I've even made some new friends! ^^ Anyhow, heading to clubhouse tomorrow! Even though it's my holidays, I'd still have time for clubhouse. YES THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE MY CCA HAHA!! Awesome people.

Random post.

2011-05-29T04:41:00.004+08:00

Fact 1: I wear makeup to school everyday. I feel insecure and uncomfortable when I wash off my makeup. It's like all my flaws are revealed. Sigh.

Chillin'

2011-05-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

Sorry, no new pics :P Here's a video that I'm sure you'll enjoy. They have such nice voices ^^

Exams next week, and after that, 3weeks of holidays! And cloudy told me something that made me oh so happyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :D :D!! <3

Study Session

2011-05-22T17:49:00.002+08:00

Studying session with Yappy, Kady and Syaffy was kinda failed, hehe!! But on the brightside, we finally had a little meetup session ^^ My obsession with UK flag hasn't ceased, yet. I bought a new backpack for school :D Best thing is, it costs waaay cheaper than what the blogshops are selling... so yup! And a little poem that Jaslyn wrote for her homework. :D

2011-05-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

MY MOM INJURED HER KNEE AND NOW SHE'S LIMPING. :'( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Swing Swing

2011-05-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

My favourite couple.
My baby.
Little things that Mom does that touched me.

Since it is past midnight, so I shall say that I have no school today! Don't get me wrong, I don't hate school. In fact, I LOVE IT! Shall spend half the day sleeping, the other half doing worthless things like slacking, watching cartoons and prolly night time doing homework. Mom's finally back from her business trip(she came back on Sunday actually :P)! So stoked for school. Still hesitating whether or not to bring my guitar on Wed. :/

L4D2

2011-05-14T22:40:00.003+08:00

School and procrastination have been what's keeping me from updating recently. Hehe! I have to say, I'm really loving SP more and more and more and more each and every day!! It's just so awesome you'll have to experience it yourself to know what I'm talking about ^^
Went out with *almost* full clique today, with a special guest *winks*. Played L4D for the very first time in my entire life. And honestly...... I loved it! Awesome experience - thrilling, exciting and very very fun. I may not be a fan of violent 'boy' games but, this may be an exception ;)
Thanks to Galvin, Jaline, Joel, Kady, Shyai and Yappy :D

The last 2 pix are taken last week, when I met up with the girls: Cai  Yun, Chloe, Lina and Yiyun for project work. :D!! Super stoked to finish  up the model and admire our masterpiece ^^

Oh and also... I like my CCA! Another reason to love SP is that we've got our own clubhouse! I've already decided to go to my clubhouse as much as I can after school cos its just. so. fun. omg.
OKAY! This entry shall suffice... for now. I'll be back soon, with more updates and photos ^^

2011-05-09T01:36:00.001+08:00

Went shopping, got new tees, my package arrived, and lastly, sticky from jassylim :D
Happy times

Pretty Good

2011-05-05T23:54:00.002+08:00

Auditions have ended... I think I did pretty good. :/

Slept through half of law lesson today... Was too tired. I had only 4 hours of sleep last night, and I had to last till 9pm. Gosh!!!!!!! But I'm finally done with my EMC proposal of 1,200words. HAH! Luckily for me, school starts at 1pm tomorrow. ^^

OMG

2011-05-05T18:33:00.002+08:00

OMG AUDITION FOR HALLOWEEN 2011 IS COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAD NERVOUS OMG OMG OMG

2011-05-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

School tomorrow. Early mornings, long train rides.

Bowling

2011-05-02T02:30:00.003+08:00

Went out to bowl today. Started off pretty well, went downhill, and uphill again. It's like a hyperbola curve(omg nerd alert!). Pretty much enjoyed myself! Away from the endless projects that seems to keep rolling in... :( I have to draft up a proposal for EMC, and I have no.idea. on how to start!!!!!! I am totally lost D:

"Relationships are like plants- first you take such good care of it,   after a while you just leave it to water and sunshine. But even the   oldest trees need more than just water and sunshine. Even the oldest   trees will die if there aren't nourishments from the ground, from its   foundation.﻿"Sometimes I wonder, if you still miss me? If you still view my blog, or if you hate me? Because honestly, nobody can replace you. You were special. Even though this relationship didn't last, I'm glad I met you. But things are different now eh? It's hard to look each other in the eye. It's awkward. Up until now I still feel jealous when you talk to other girls. I wonder how ya doing with your new class? I've seen your pics... seems like someone caught your eye. Well, good luck in your future!

Ice Cream

2011-05-01T00:48:00.001+08:00

Had ice cream date with ALL of the clique today. Was super fun!!! I felt super super super tired halfway through though. Must've been cos I haven't had enough sleep lately :( Anyways, I had to leave around 5, so the rest of em went to play L4D (LOLHAHA)! Oh btw, Kady and I bought the same Fred Perry bag :D !!!! And I lurrrrrve my new Union Jack scarf from TOPSHOP hahaha :P

Also, I'm feeling quite good today so I shall share some photos from school!! I KNOW SOME ARE SUPER EMBARRASSING HAHAHA!! Anyways here's my classmates and I :D

HAHAHA PARDON THE REALLY UNGLAM PICTURES!!! ALL MY CLASSMATES ARE SO ADORABLE LOVE THEM MANY MANY <3 <3 <3

SoKool School

2011-04-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

School is slowly becoming a 'fun trip' rather than a chore lol. Despite the fact that it takes me an hour to get to school, I think I'm slowly enjoying myself more and more :D I have to say, my modules aren't really boring at all! I have to study about backdrops and props (which are the fun part obviously), photoshop(yes really lol, already have the latest CS5 installed), principles of business management, even management, events management communication(presentations), and lastly, law. These are just for year 1! Then year 2 there will be POA involved.

And the best part of school is, we are allowed to use handphones any time!! :O! Seriously, if you just whip your handphone out in front of the teacher, she'll just look past you. HAHA! Not only that, I've also been taking advantage of lesson time by camwhoring with my classmates :P Yea we used the webcam to take pix of us HAHAHAHA!!!

MY.RED.HAIR.IS.GONE D:!!!!! IT IS OFFICIALLY BROWN NOW!!! BECAUSE IT FADED AWAY. WHO IS WILLING TO SPONSOR ANOTHER TRIP DOWN THE SALON? HAHAHAHAHA!!

BARbeeQue

2011-04-25T00:10:00.003+08:00

Clique BBQ was a blast! Had soo much fun. Whenever I'm with clique, things always go right. I love them. They are like my family too :D Whenever I'm with the clique, I always feel sooo good. Especially after not seeing them for a few weeks! And then, well, school is starting again and the chances of me seeing them are so very slim :( Sigh! How I wish we have this 'international clique day' where every Friday or so, cliques are free from school to meet up. HAHA! Not forgetting, Yappy and I wore our SP shirts today, HA! It was mere coincidence I tell you.

School in a few hours. So far, so good. But still, I always have this feeling of loneliness. Even when my new friends are talking to me, I still feel empty. Its just... something missing. :(

SKOOL

2011-04-21T11:59:00.003+08:00

currently in school now!!!!!!!!!! Lunch time. In the library with my laptop. Ohmyholymama, the button for the switch is spoiled. Scared me when I couldn't switch on my laptop. Got it in the end still. Omg still have until 530pm till school ends. :( Loooong day!!

2011-04-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Did you see the moon? She's so beautiful tonight. In a different lighting.

First day of school was quite okay. Wouldn't say super fun because imagine yourself in a lecture room for 4 hours. HAHA! Other than that, I enjoyed the lessons! Learnt about business management and backdrops and props. Can't wait for group activities :D!!

Snippets

2011-04-17T01:34:00.003+08:00

Bits and pieces in my room. Oh and not to mention, my favourite perfume of all time- Miss Dior Chérie: Blooming Bouquet. Sweet, fruity, delicate, princessy.... :D 

What's happening lately:
Finally finished my 1 week long orientation, and I have to say - I LOVE my class! Satisfied with everything except one problem - the journey to school. :( Everyday I have to take the subway for 1.5hrs to get to school, walk another 10mins to my campus, and its the same thing when going home. At least Monday's school starts at 1. But Tuesdays and Thursdays start school at 8am!! Holy mama, that means I have to wake up at 530am to prepare D: !!! Nevertheless, I now know that school is going to be soooo much fun :D Going out with mommy later to buy my law(yes, law!!!) textbook and more stationary. Have a great weekend people! :D

2011-04-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

OMG I just had the awesomest night ever!!!! The SP freshmen party was AWESOME! Music, DJs, dancing, food and drinks, were all in!
We literally clubbed our way through the night. My feet are sore from all the jumping and dancing, but it was all definitely worth it :D! Hopefully there will be more of such activities! :D

Not to mention, our flag day 2011 has broke the records for most amount of donation!! YAY to us! Definitely an ultimately fun + fulfilling day. Sorry for lack of pictures in updates, school's starting real soon and I don't think I'll have time to take a lot of pics ):

2011-04-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

Not using photobucket so pardon the bad quality pix. Orientation today was mad fun and awesome!!! Got to meet all my wonderful coursemates and am nominated for class rep HEHEHE!! Super hyped for tomorrow's freshman party! And also, do drop by Yishun to help us SP peeps with our flag day! :D:D:D SEE YOU!

Stoked

2011-04-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

OMGosh I went through 2 days of orientation already! The REAL bonding starts tomorrow though, through games and such. I can't wait!! I've made a few friends already, super excited!! :D

And don't worry yap! I'm sure you can make it through. I believe you!!! :D:D

Class gathering!

2011-04-09T01:55:00.002+08:00

Class gatherings never fail to make me happy. Although this time was a bit different, I'm glad the girls were around :). A hefty sum of $350 was to be paid for catering. :/ Despite that, I'm glad everyone still had fun and gobbled up the almost-restaurant material food! :D
Today consists of us fooling around, camwhoring non-stop, eating non-stop, and not to mention I also brought some food back home HAHA! Such a waste to throw away good food! :( The day ended with the boys playing glow sticks in the dark, Hui Ling and I packing away the leftovers, the rest cleaning up the area and drinking the 10gallons of fruit punch left. Seriously, you have no idea HOW many cups we filled them up with in order to empty the container.

Anyway, here's a little animation I did for the class. May not seem much, but I think it's cute :P

Sidenote: My red hair faded a lot!!! :( :( :( And I'm like the only odd one out in class cos I'm the only redhead HAHA!! But I love my redhead okay! I wish I was born like this!!!!!!! :( :(

4E1 ROCKS YAYAYYAYAY HEHE

2011-04-08T02:37:00.002+08:00

A few overdue photos. Also, helped Kady with her ladybug nails. Not bad for an amateur eh? ^^
Class BBQ tomorrow, or rather later, meeting at 6.30pm. Although 14bux is a tab bit expensive, I figured it's all worth it cos it'll probably be the last time we gather together as class 4E1. Yes, I hope there will be lots of snapshots tomorrow.

Sidenote: My hair colour's fading!!!!!!!! Ohno!!!!!! If it does, I'm sooo gonna re-dye before school I swear. I love red hair!! How I wish I was born with it :(

2011-04-07T05:30:00.001+08:00

Baking session later. Not sure what time I can get up though :/
Photobucket not working, so I can't upload photos. Sorry!

Finally out

2011-04-05T00:42:00.002+08:00

So I booked my appointment at 9-12pm today(or yesterday), and I didn't know the starting time was at 9, thought I was supposed to come in between or sth lol.

So I foolishly told Kady to meet at 10am. Initially I asked yappy along because we're both in the same school, AND same course, so I thought we could maybe explore and know our campus better? She denied at first but in the end joined cos SP students have to do the ezlink thingy today. Anyway I invited both of them along to accompany me and luckily there were two of them cos if only kady come she'll have to roam the campus alone lol. The configuring of laptop took me about 3 and a half hours. -.- And not to mention my booking was pushed back to 2.30pm.

So, like, halfway throughout the configuration I texted amrin to come accompany me HAHAHA and sufianto came along too. And then kd and yappy came back from their "town tour" and I was done. And a little bit of loitering here and there and home.

No pictures cos I damn sian. Sorry can't be bothered to type proper English now. -.-

2011-04-03T04:08:00.002+08:00

These few days I've been feeling so screwed up because of some disturbing shit. I don't know why but I'm trembling now. It's late, and it's cold. It won't stop flowing, them tears.

It won't stop breaking, the heart.

2011-04-02T13:27:00.001+08:00

You see I
I wish we could go back to
back to the time
the time when we first met and i asked
do you really want to do this?

Cause I can't fight anymore
I'm already halfway out the door
Can't you feel this
feel this breaking down

& I can see the end
I just can't believe it's happenin'
Do you hear me
i think its about time that you save this.

Why can't you see this
See that we're drifting apart
Leaving no hope in my heart
I know we're far from perfect
but could you show me that I'm worth it
to you

This was before.

2011-04-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

Outside the windows.
I love my red hair.
I found a new way to control 'explosive feelings'.
I hope school will start soon. I want to meet new people and maybe some hot guys (HAHAHAHA)

2011-03-31T22:54:00.002+08:00

I have dyed my hair bright red.
I have bought new shit.
I think I lost some weight due to my illness lol.
I have my piercings.
I am going to my new school soon.
I Am Going To Become A Someone.

Flea!

2011-03-27T04:49:00.002+08:00

Flea today with Kady and Yappy! Despite the blazing heat of 100degree celsius, we managed to nab some pretty good deals. Best buy is of course Kady's $1(believe it or not!) knitted sweater. Epic moment. I've gotten some new rings at a reasonable price, and a top for $10 which well, wasn't so bad either. I'm regretting a little because I think there were more stuff there, just hav'ta dig for it. No pictures on how the flea looks like because it was ridiculously dark. FYI, 100degrees + dark + crowded = worst flea ever.

Am still looking for a backpack for school. Hard faux leather messenger backpack. Anyone knows any good deals? Hit me up!

2011-03-25T18:10:00.004+08:00

Max George is my current heartthrob now. He's the best vocalist in The Wanted IMO. What's best is he's from the UK. Need I say more?

No updates recently cos I've been ill these days. Curse my weak immune system!

Foxy

2011-03-23T03:36:00.002+08:00

Our current obsession with OM made us go there at least once a week to get new clothes for school. I never seem to leave the store without buying any. Well, that's literally the price you have to pay for schooling in home clothes.
Faux fox tails didn't really catch on to me till now, and I got mine at only $10. Which is a prettyyyy good deal because this baby is 15inches long! Love that it matches any bag ^^

we had fun

2011-03-22T00:12:00.003+08:00

Knowing my meeting time was 12pm, I woke at 11.15am. So, indeed, I had to rush. When you're in a rush, everything seems so long and distant. Well, what can I say? I'm well known for being late ^^. Had Long Jon Silver's for brunch before heading to our room. Sang to our hearts content. Today consists of rainbows, unicorns and marshmallows. From top to bottom: Jaline, Kady, Syaffy and Claire. My camera was being a darling and managed to snap these incredibly awesome heaven-like pictures, which I find it hard to contain so IMUST. share these pictures with ya'll. I didn't manage to capture a proper photo of Shyai so I'm sorry I don't have his pic here! Hope ya like it! :D

Yappy asked me out again tomorrow, or rather, later, so I postponed my baking session. Why so incredibly kind and gracious, you ask? Well, what can I say(again), I'm just so kind by nature. Good ol' Claire. :D!!!

Picnic

2011-03-21T02:07:00.003+08:00

Went for clique picnic today! Mad warm + it rained for half of the day! We had no choice but to picnic under a building HAHA! Shyai, Mel and Galvin bought tidbits, Mus bought fruits, Syaffy brought fried rice(I brought home the leftovers cos it was so yummy HAHAHA), Yappy bought drinks, Jaline made sandwiches(YUM!) and I made Shepherd's pie! I'm pretty proud of myself for baking it! ^^ at least this time, people actually say its mad good. HAHA! After we fill our tummies, we played some card games til the rain stops. Eventually we decided to fly my $3.90 kite(lol) but failed terribly cos wind level was at 0. 100%Humid plus wearing 2 layers of clothes is so not cool. Reaching the maximum humidity level that we could tolerate, we decided to hit the town, and do some shopping ^^ No, I didn't buy anything, because I couldn't find anything ):
Which is a good thing because I can save $$

Out with Shyai, Jaline, Kady, and Syaffy tomorrow for karaoke session, can't wait!

Breakfast/Choc strawberries

2011-03-18T15:08:00.002+08:00

My breakfast, woke up at around 2.30pm lol. Sigh, that's what you get for sleeping at 6am. >.>

What I did last night! Try it :> Deliciousssss~ Remember to buy baking chocolate or it wouldn't turn out right. ^^
Happy cooking!

SPLURGE

2011-03-17T01:26:00.002+08:00

☟☟☟☟☟☟☟☟

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1. A new package arrived! My new red bag. Serves as a great camera bag and fashion accessory :P
2. Above are the items which I recently bought. There are more though, a lot more.
Gosh it's like I'm turning into Rebecca Bloomwood of 'Confessions of a Shopaholic', which, IMO, is an awesome movie BTW.
3. Went out with YAPPY(again,), and it was her who asked me out this time >=P
4. Satisfied? No. There are still some items which I have yet to get.

List:
*****: An inspired(or lookalike version) of MG's $580 bagpack for school. Can't remember his full name cos I saw it in the USS's shop.
****: More clothes, because I have to like, wear home clothes for 365 days for 3 years -.-
***: Accessories, i.e. Cage ring/knuckle ring. 
**: New stationary perhaps.
*: Erm, re-dye hair? Black roots showing ohnoz
Sigh.
Anyway, stay tuned for a delicious post. Literally. :P

Flea and sunset walks

2011-03-14T01:25:00.003+08:00

Had a mini flea today with mom, sold a few stuff.
Mom didn't get to sell any of her SHAPE magazines, they were going at a dollar each lol!! The flea officially ends at 4pm, and yappieyapyap came at 3. We were both a tad hungry so we went to grab some snacks. Pretty convenient location, I'd say. Oh, and meet Doodoo - the little turtle wrapped in snake. Tooooo cute. :P
Last photo: captured it along the 'bridge' to Sentosa. Nature never seems to disappoint me.

Back2Sku

2011-03-11T01:54:00.003+08:00

So yesterday I went back to my former high school, for a drama preview of the SYF.
I have decided not to upload thousands of camwhore shots to save you from the 'ohgod she's so full of herself' remarks, thank you very much.
We had fun catching up, meeting our former teachers, exploring the school, which by the way has lots of surprises in store for us(both good and bad, anyway). I absolutely loved the painting of Marilyn Monroe and Elvis Presley(not shown), though I'm no art expert, the painting must have been tedious. Well, at least they kept the school's title as "The school of Arts".
Nostalgic? Yes.

To think that just 3 years ago, I couldn't wait to graduate. Now that I have, I yearn for another day in class, with my friends, my constantly nagging teachers, the 'piling-up-your-homework-everyday-so-that-you-will-score-As principal.
Those days where I have to squeeze on bus, days where I'm lucky enough to get a seat, days where we sit under the fading moon, waiting for the sun to rise and start our assembly.
Days where we get caught for our hair, uniform, etc, days where we stayed back in school to study but failed miserably, days where we "no im not going to study for this test" but crammed for it anyway, days where we gossiped about the latest news.
Days where we were actually.... Together.
Now, we've got our jobs, we've got plans, some of us started school already, some of us are going to.
Sigh, I can't believe what will happen when we enter our new schools. Even though we may not be as close as before, just know that I will always cherish all of us :)

Bored

2011-03-08T20:41:00.002+08:00

Yes they are on mittens hahahahahahahaha.
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I could eat them whole day and gain 100kg the next day.
Omg the sin of all of it yumyumyumyumyum
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I love chocolate coated strawberries
I love chocolate coated strawberries

Furrybuddies

2011-03-08T03:48:00.004+08:00

Hello world, my name is Claire.
Went out today with yappididoo, got a top for $7.50 steal omg original was $30(!!!).
What a wasted trip to Chinatown, because most of the shops were closed on Mondays.
We didn't know that ):
We still had fun.
We rocked.
And spent a lot of moolahs.
Omg I need money.

2011-03-06T03:19:00.002+08:00

Visited baby Temperance. Look at that small sweet thang :')
Bought new ring. I seriously need to get into the habit of wearing accessories.
Marcus jamming on my acoustic guitar, although his constant complains of "GUITAR SUCKS LA SO HARD!", I can tell he's really enjoying it. Nyehehe.
Ooooh I bought milk candy! Not as nice as yappy's, but will do for now. <3

Listen to me rant. :D

2011-03-05T02:04:00.002+08:00

Hello. Work was...well, work. No motivation to give it my best whatsoever because it's very very VERY impossible to hit the target at the rate the crowds are coming in. Hence, no commission. No commission = lesser $$ = cheap labour D: Anyway, the childish side of me acted up(as always lol), and Bubblyboidino94 was born.

Kinda stupid to do this at 2 in the morning HAHA!

And here's a little peek of my ceiling :D
All hand painted by my awesomest friends and yours truly :)
Now I have 24/7 of sunshine! :D

NEW

2011-03-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

Got these from work today! They are surprisingly comfortable and easy to walk in lol.
When will I wear these? Hmm....
Gosh I hope work will end soon. It's becoming quite a bore :/

2011-03-01T01:28:00.002+08:00

First day of work, not bad! Managed to sell 16 pairs.
Even though it's not a lot, its okay!
I'm gonna push myself harder tomorrow. And hopefully new crowds come everyday if not, sales wouldn't be as good ):

Hoorah

2011-02-26T19:23:00.002+08:00

Tried to make chocolate coated strawberry, but kinda failed :/
Finally pierced my ears!!!!!!!! I've got 3 now! WOO
The minute the ears are "familiarized" with the earrings, I'm soo gonna get new ones.
Huurah!

w8ing

2011-02-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

Off to bed soon. Medical check up tomorrow :/

Accepted.

2011-02-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

Guess what came in the mail box today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes! My enrollment package!! OHGOSH! I'm now officially an SP student. Actually, not exactly yet because there's still a ton loads of things to do before I start school(excited much!!)
So many forms to complete.... x.x

3 in 1

2011-02-25T01:51:00.002+08:00

So, photobucket's working again and tadah! I've got my photos now! Yappy and I coincidentally wore similar clothing that day lol! It was sooo not planned. The initial plan of going out that day was to hopefully find something worthy to bring home. Unfortunately there were none so we decided to do some role playing, pretending to be tourists, snapping pictures of random stuffs, eating the all time favourite(but now a rarity) choki choki chocolate paste. Boy, was it an exciting day(and rather fruitful I guess).

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The next day, went to have dinner with the pig. Don't know why but he's suddenly so camera shy lol.

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And today...
Yappy came over to sew her bag. Both of us didn't know how to operate the damn machine, so we turned to our hands wahaha.
Left around evening to meet for dinner and I managed to find a new buddy. Though it's not EXACTLY what I wanted, but it'll suffice for now. Recently I have such a fetish for bags it's unhealthy. Ohgosh.

The donut was hand sewn by me! Yay<3

And with that, I have just rolled 3 blog posts into 1.
:D

2011-02-23T00:20:00.004+08:00

I can't get the uploaders to work. This is all I can do. Sorry >.>

Btw, selling Sailor shorts. Click here for more info!

Movie / Cat

2011-02-22T01:45:00.003+08:00

O.O

Shyai's spanking Olympus!

Aww it's the Chesire cat ^o^

This cat has a fetish for feet.

So, here's how my day goes:
Went Syaffy's house for movie marathon with the clique. Started off with REC, which is a Spanish version of Quarantine lolomg. But wait before that watched Monsters VS Aliens cos we're waiting for mussymccartney to come. (at least I wasn't the last to reach HAHAHA) And then House Bunny, followed by Alice in Wonderland. Woah.

But the main star of today is of course the kitty cat. HEHE!
And I've learnt this nifty trick from Shyayiyiyiyiyi:

Peace with Plants

2011-02-21T00:41:00.005+08:00

It's about time humanity starts to go all "SAVE THE PLANET, SAVE OUR SOULS" crazy. Cos without plants....... I can't take shots like these. HAHAHA! Ok, this is a pretty photo-fied post, so uh, if your comp lags, too bad :P

Yay, there are a loooot more(trust me) but because photobucket changed a shit lot, I find it a hassle to use their new "programme" shit. Thus changed to flickr. This is the best I can do la I don't wanna waste time waiting for photos to finish uploading -.-

Nice hor? ^^

Aww look at little Mezzo cuteypie ^o^

maomao

2011-02-18T21:04:00.003+08:00

Say bye to maomao the pussywillow!!
Took down the decorations and threw away the plant ):
How'dya like my new ring? It's only $5 omg.

Sailor

2011-02-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

Don't know if people will read my blog, but I'm selling these.
Sailor shorts, tagged size M. Fits UK10-12
Red part is stretchable, pockets are sewn together :S
TOTALLY BRAND NEW!
Selling at S$12!

Bought on impulse. Leave a comment with email if interested. :D

out4freshair

2011-02-17T02:06:00.002+08:00

And then came home, was hungry, called McDelivery.
lolikrwtf

:D

2011-02-15T14:54:00.002+08:00

(Just go with it)
Great show. HILARIOUS!!!!

Valentine's 2011

2011-02-15T03:16:00.002+08:00

Yay I love my camera!
First vday with him wahahaha
kkkkkkkkkkk i'm getting sooooo tired.
But, horrible day cos I ended up having terrible stomach aches after eating the "fire drunken noodles" from thaiexpress. omg.
I feel like eating chicken rice for brunch later lololol.
Hehe <3 :D

at the back door

2011-02-13T22:11:00.001+08:00

Fat fingerz